Idek.

Just ignore.

I don’t know what’s wrong with me.

I had something really special and it’s taken me until just now to realize it. I could never take you back because it would just happen again. You were so kind to me and you did nothing but good things for me. You were affectionate and honestly, I pushed you away. I don’t know why. I just…I don’t know why I do the things that I do.

I want relationships but then, when they get too close, I push people away and screw things up.

I wanted to kiss you. I really did but I was so fucking weird about it. It just never happened because I can’t give people love that they want even if I want to.

If I don’t like pet names and I don’t like cuddling, what do I like?